Joy Joy Joy

I wanted to share about something else on Saturday so badly, but just don’t have the courage to do so. Sigh. I’ve got all the points written down in my diary but scribbled it off, some. Sigh.

Recently been uhm.. Tired, but really enjoy seeing my cbc kids every Sunday, like they really spread their joy to me. But well, just sometimes felt so alone, wanted to have some good food, good chat, good movie, don’t know who to turn to. Sometimes I really hope I have an elder bro or sis.  Totally gotta agree with what Prisc shared, like you felt your good friends are so far away then the joy decreases, new faces came but you miss those good old ones a lot. Just recently been so much drama, I really feel quite frustrated and sad. Just that, sometimes I really can’t take it anymore with my own, too many times, with too many different people, too many issues, too many emotions and thoughts, too many things to take care of,  just too much. Then I’m just thinking am I at fault and at the same time why it always happen to me. I’m just tired,so defeated sometimes..  T.T

haha. Emo is not cool. So this time I will try to think in the positive way and let it be. ^^

The sad “flower boy”

Kids really know how to pose ;D

Happy Mother’s Day! (I think Felicia is so cute, but she was cut off.. too bad!)

SO CUTE RITE?

On the brighter side, 1 more month till class! lol.

Everything’s in His hand

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What Went Wrong

I think I somehow lost the joy and I don’t quite anticipate for christmas, new year, even my birthday or any festive seasons in next year. Worst is I think I feel quite numb and I don’t quite feelin’ it for anything in 2009.

I

FEEL

SO

WEIRD

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What went wrong? hmm..

Got Prank?

My interview went well, I got the job I want, start working January. It’s really God’s grace. (:

A lot to tell about the interviews, blog more next time.

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<HA-HA>Can I lol and continue to cry?</HA-HA>

Biggest prank ever.. that’s all I can say.

I sleep with teddy bear.

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Simply Trusting, Simply Love You

Of parent’s expectations and leading your own life.

Of being indecisive and making choices.

Of future and plannings.

Clueless.

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Hopes and dreams, when timing, places, finance, expectations and all cut in, they don’t collide.

But faith can move the mountain right? (:

I just want to have a career, marry to a good god fearing man(hopefully), raise children at home, bake cookies and cook fabulous meals for family, serve CBC and other church ministries, watch my children grow, do some part time job, feed pigeons with my old man in the park, taking care of grandchildren, blow my last candle and meet God.

And maybe sometimes some surprises or trials in life that can make me grow, it’s fine.

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I’m a little bit stress, a little bit depressed.

Can’t really see the road in front and meeting expectations. =(

But it will always be fine in the end. Besides that, my problems are always so small compared to others like some worldwide crisis right? lol.

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Simply Love You

Seems that life’s become so complicated
I don’t think it was meant to be this way
I find myself so distracted
Caught up in the chaos of each day

When did I stop asking for your wisdom?
As if your words were meant for someone else
Why do I choose to second-guess you?
Oh I only frustrate and confuse myself

I just wanna love you, Simply love you
The way it used to be
When your love was new to me
I just wanna love you, simply love you
To hear what you say and live every day
Like you asked me to
I just wanna simply love you

Many times you spoke of us as children
Childhood seems to me so long ago
You say I can trust you like I did then
If I give you my hand then you’ll lead me home

Oh…to fall on my knees
With the freshest belief
Stirred once again in the story
of how you loved me

Digging Little Me Out

I found all my kindergarten pictures at home! And to my surprise, my mum still kept all of it!

Let’s play some spotting games!

(Answers reveal at below!)

I don’t understand why we’re supposed to pose like that and everyone looked sad except for one boy! He’s very happy obviously.

Our uniforms look cute? funny? The apron thingy looks so weird I think. Check out the left girl, she got sexy lip. =p

3rd year, we’re going to act fierce/sad again..

Final kindergarten happy year. I spent 4 years in kindergarten because my mother was a bit kiasu larhh.. =p Note: Kellie Ong is in this pic also! (:

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*drums roll!*

3rd left, 2nd left, 2nd left, 2nd left AGAIN.

Yea, I’m still a happy blessed kid! ;D

Back to study. Sadly, I don’t feel the tension & it’s like 2 more weeks only.. heeeelllpppppp~

On The Way Back Home

黑白灰

对与错

交叉口

看不透

为什么

这样子

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孤单是走在人群中

还是一人围绕寂静

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幸福是拥有而珍惜

还是没有时而感恩

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可能未知是一种美

无形的美叫信望爱

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可能什么都很清楚

会蒙蔽恩典的存在

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往事地毯扫净

整理记忆抽屉

晒干泪湿枕头

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回到最初的温暖.

Kiss On The Lips

“An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips” Proverbs 24:26

I think God just gave me a bittersweet yet wonderful kiss. (:

I’ve got an honest answer for myself.

HELLO OBEDIENCE & FAITH!

p/s: Have great fun in Australia, MISS MUN MUN! ^^