Craving

I have serious craving for nice food.

After I quit my job (June!) I’m going to dig all the recipes and learn how to cook some nice food.

Something Cute..

I think her parents taught her well and she’s so adorable. Aw…

“I’ve got the joy joy joy joy joy in my heart”
I used to sing that when I was a kid. (:

It Must Be Some Special Day

Today morning, on the way to office in the car.. It makes me smile a little. (:

Today evening, on the way back home.. It makes me smile a little bit more. (:

Ageing

I am so tired. Huaylee huaylee messy and mehhni mehhni things on my mind.

I think kids nowadays are super super mature than I thought. Little girls in CBC that used to run around and telling me how disgusting boys now learn how to dress up, taking pictures of themselves and telling me which boy is cute. Emily used to tell me that one day she will grow taller than me and now she is. I feel old sometimes.  On the other side, I feel weird for some reason. haha. Ageing process. haix?

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This week is full of drama. I really need anger management. haha. I feel that mummy’s mood is like the weather, so unpredictable. Then the Clark Hatch gym people called that day to work for them and they allow me to have off on Sunday, work on the morning shift and a good pay with commission, but I rejected them and feel a bit bad. =X Partly because I want to work in the art/design school and get more exposure in things I like and also be able to go to Teenz on Saturday. Pay wise, of course the gym is so much better, but is okay. And the other day the art/design school send me their appointment letter and the wages is like lower than what we agreed, so I am quite angry? And sometimes I’m thinking why am I choosing the path not taken instead of a safer and guaranteed journey and not even knowing what will be the outcome. When everyone is happily in their 2nd/3rd year or finishing diploma, I’m still wondering will I fail my parents, will I be outstanding, will I be old and the unwise. haha. Unnecessary worries duh, I guess everything will be fine, it always will.

I’m back home, who’s and what’s there dare to ruin me.

huaylee huaylee cute right? Totally brighten up my week! (:

I want to have many many many kids in future. I will tie ribbons and plaits for my girls and red bows for my boys. And I will teach them drawing, send them to ballet/ballroom dancing lessons. Girls shall learn drum/electric guitar and boys shall learn piano/violin. Guitar wait until their teenage years and learn from friend. wahahahah. And I will bring them around far away from the urban, let them play in mud and catch butterflies. Tell them bible stories and how I met your father. haha. Make them breakfast every morning and invite their friends to our house and play. And tell them they are precious, special and I love them every night before bed. Take many many pictures of them, the first time they walk, they eat, they grow their first tooth and every little things in life. My kids will be the cutest, coolest and most awesome God fearing generation. lalalalala~ XD

What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence

I am chanting.

Things to do this month, FMI:

1. Go and listen freaking boring undang for driving license and pass my L.
2. Meet up and have fun with secondary school mates. (:
3. ARRANGE MY THINGS! shun bian spring cleaning!
4. Start preparing my portfolio and jot down important dates for applications/open days.
5. Learn more and more and more and more photoshop skills and try out illustrator. (ugh! I think I didn’t spend much time on these for very very long..)
6. Organize my music, movies, series and pictures folders. =/
7. Done all the design stuff/ blog layout/ add site meter for church and some friends I’ve promised.
8. Start going through CBC teaching materials.
9. Clean my many many shoes and bags.
10. Get back all my important dates and birthdays that need to remember (ugh! I lost my 2008 planner)
11. Prepare things I need to share for TF camp.
12. Renovate Dinner’s house. (yesh! it needs a bigger space and a better vessel for water and food!)
13. START PLANNING FOR 2009!
14. Go to PC fair to get an external hard disk! ( I REALLY NEED IT!!!!) And also get my dvd drive fixed! (None of my brothers want to admit who spoilt it. =X)

It’s 4.25am. I still feel like I have more stuff to do and I can’t remember  it.

Shows- Gossip Girl season 2, Pride and Prejudice, Hai Jiao Qi Hao, A Good Year, Facing The Giants, Space Chimp, Prison Break season 4, How I Met Your Mother, Chuck season 2 and Kang Xi Lai Le. And is Lipstick Jungle nice?

Books- The Walk With God, New Moon, When God Writes Your Love Story, Pride and Prejudice.

Misc- Results, University application, Good boss-Good job-Good colleagues, Nikon SLR *gasp*, Haircut, New place for quiet time, Pictures and photos and bla bla bla..lalala..

Okay, it’s now 4.52am. If you manage to read until this point, congrats to you. You’ve just won yourself a quick tour to my VERY simple mind.

And still I feel that I have something very important in my mind but can’t think of what is it. This is the consequences of losing my planner…………………………………………………… mood swing ah mood swing. 转牛角尖。。

Hope Is Like Love

Just  as I was about to sleep and thinking of my oh-so-vexed-many-many problems. I read Victor’s past poetry blog and saw this once again. Thank you!

“Hope
Is like love
It comforts all your drops
and promises to fulfill the need
in your breath of wishes”

Indeed. (:

MESS!

My room is now in a mess and seriously in need for me to put things back to where it is 1.5 years ago.

HELP? =X

Quiet In Your Arms

Took a bus down to KTM station and went all the way to Mid Valley last Friday because I’m too bored and need to go jalan jalan a while to have a good full stop for my “vacation”.

Although I get to eat my happy happy sushi (yesh, me lovey lovey sushi! ;D) and came back with a pair of new flip flop and a tee shirt, I think the greatest thing I had today was meeting this cute little boy. They always say, little things are often the things that make you smile the longest, kinda true.(:

Where am I where am I?

Huh? Why are looking and smiling at me?

*LOOK AT THOSE CHUBBY BABY FATS!!* X)

Do you think I will hold back for what is the best for you?

Stop thinking who when how where..

shh…

Just quiet in My arms and explore the world with heart wides open

God speaks again. (:

These few days my place is very quiet and lonely because everyone is back to their hometown, Exam is coming, too many books and notes I can’t bring back home, so gotta allocate well the time spent at home and time spent for revising over here, hence this explains why although is raya break I am not going back home. Anyway, I’m going back this Friday! Saturday is Yong Thai and Jacq’s wedding and my cousin’s 21st birthday party! I shall just tahaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnn 2 more days and I can go back home! wee~

Maybe when you stop thinking and overwhelm by your own problems you get to see the brighter side and bigger picture. Like Jaeson Ma’s rap in Awaken The Dawn “I stop to think, You start to speak. And when You start to speak, You speak so loud”. The key is, stop to think. HAHAHA! =p

Happy Hari Raya break!

I Don’t Suffer From Insanity

bored.

bored.

bored

yesh.

BORED!!!

I know I should be revising or at least do some reading, but I’m just not in the mood. So I told myself, I shall have a little “vacation” for myself until Monday and after that, that’s it, can’t think of the three letter word-FUN! So I start off with watching a lot a lot or shows and movies, then eat to my heart out and just doing nothing related with studies. Somehow I feel a bit guilty for too much slacking, so even I’m on a “vacation”, sometimes still do a bit math and read a bit, really just a bit.

The thing is, how can Inti Nilai be fun? Seriously, food that could consider “highclass” over here is pizza hut, secret recipe, KFC and McDonalds. YESH! DOUBLE EU TEE HEDGE! And those food are not like walking distance and you can get it. I don’t play dota/maple/red alert/cs or whatever, basically I don’t play online games. So all I can do is just read story books, fiction, non fiction, watch shows and what else? No shopping malls here, no parks, no seaside, no place to go, except 1 very pathetic Giant Supermarket (not hypermarket some more).

Okay, enough. I’m more than blessed, must count my blessings! (:

So, yesterday after slacking the whole day in room doing nothing and being unproductive, I decided to go jogging. Wanted to jog until the pasar malam area, taking bus would be around 15 minutes. Well, I took the wrong way! I end up in some big main road. Thank God I saw a sign pointing to Allson Kelana (a hotel) and stating is 4 more km. So I semi jog and walk and between stop at a petrol kiosk to buy drink. The thing is, I didn’t bring my phone out, only IC, mp3 and a 50 dollar note. It’s getting a bit dark, but I’m happy. Perhaps, I get to see green green grass, blue blue sky and enjoy the walk. End up in Giant eating KFC at almost 9pm because the queue was so long due to the break of fast for the Muslims. Bought some happy chocolates and kiwi fruits. And walk to secret recipe which is another 20 minutes walk. Bought 2 pieces of happy chocolate indulgence and chocolate banana. Wanted to give that chocolate banana for someone but was rejected. haha. Nope, I did not walk back, I took a cab back. Fun eh my day. lol.

Today, is another unproductive day except I went for Music Soul concert in our college. Had this split thought to just take a cab to Bukit Bintang and walk walk there and enjoy the night time there. Always wanted to go there at night, because they have all the musicians at the road side performing and people have little drink at the road side. Seems very fun, like the real thing you should do during the weekend nights, nice music, nice chats and nice food. Just a thought.

But here I am, blogging or rather typing aimlessly.

I have 23243455973432435457983 people online, but I found none to talk to now.

I just feel very lousy today for some reason.

Random lar. XD

27 Days to Exam!

Gua gua gua

Less than a month to my next big exam.

Still.. I’m thinking of having fun and reeeeeeeelaaaaaax! Just so tired and sick of all the drama in life and cliche kinda thing if you know what I’m talking about. Is like Prison Break’s tensions, Gossip Girl’s scandals & lies, Chuck’s “I wish I could tell you, but I can’t”, CSI’s guessing games and etc. Life is really interesting I realise, really really interesting. But all in all before any season ends, it will always have a little ending and it’ll all be fine. Oh yeah, been watching a lot Americans shows. hehe.

Goodbye summer, hello fall. They don’t call fall for no reason. xoxo

Haha.. I know what to do. Study larhhhhh..

Oh yea, today is officially the last day of class. Strange, I don’t feel anything. Nobody took any photo, nobody feels anything. Ah, I finished my pre-U! Waiting for my oh-so-dreadful-and-long-marathon exam. I’m so gonna miss the days playing dress up to class, feeling the breeze brush through my hair, the walk to campus alone, enjoying passing people by and music pumping in my ears. Besides that, I don’t know what I will miss. Some people maybe.

Finally it’s time to go for degree

Finally it’s time to think to stay or leave

Finally it’s time.

Study larh. =p

p/s: If you translate “Gossip Girls” into mandarin(or dialect), it’s actually called sampat po. HAHAHAH.. Sounds so un-cute and un-girly anymore. =p

OKAY STUDY I KNOW! hahaha..