Let It Rock

AFTER EXAM!

Sometimes I feel that it’s really really really really good to be young and free. (:

REALLY

说好的幸福呢

I wish.. I can play piano. (:

说好的。幸福呢。我懂了。不说了

powderfulll kaw kaw phrase. hahaha..

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I went in to the exam hall quite confidently seriously, then when I got the paper, I curi-curi flipped the paper and saw the last question. My mind went blank. Math paper was a total disaster, I left a lot blank pages but I’ve did my best, just keeping my finger cross. The style of questions somehow a bit different from the past years and they really twisted the questions a lot lor. Let’s see how then. Still got like 5 more to go until end of November.

Exam only, not the end of the world! Even it is, just say hello to God and go heaven! lol..

After finished my math paper, I went back home as planned because next paper would be 2 weeks later. Then I realised, by the time I’m going back to Inti again, most of the degree programme people will be gone for their holidays. Sadly, I don’t have any chance to say a proper goodbye or even a meal and seeing all my friends one last time.

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来

我。。

没有带着我的云彩。

I Don’t Suffer From Insanity

bored.

bored.

bored

yesh.

BORED!!!

I know I should be revising or at least do some reading, but I’m just not in the mood. So I told myself, I shall have a little “vacation” for myself until Monday and after that, that’s it, can’t think of the three letter word-FUN! So I start off with watching a lot a lot or shows and movies, then eat to my heart out and just doing nothing related with studies. Somehow I feel a bit guilty for too much slacking, so even I’m on a “vacation”, sometimes still do a bit math and read a bit, really just a bit.

The thing is, how can Inti Nilai be fun? Seriously, food that could consider “highclass” over here is pizza hut, secret recipe, KFC and McDonalds. YESH! DOUBLE EU TEE HEDGE! And those food are not like walking distance and you can get it. I don’t play dota/maple/red alert/cs or whatever, basically I don’t play online games. So all I can do is just read story books, fiction, non fiction, watch shows and what else? No shopping malls here, no parks, no seaside, no place to go, except 1 very pathetic Giant Supermarket (not hypermarket some more).

Okay, enough. I’m more than blessed, must count my blessings! (:

So, yesterday after slacking the whole day in room doing nothing and being unproductive, I decided to go jogging. Wanted to jog until the pasar malam area, taking bus would be around 15 minutes. Well, I took the wrong way! I end up in some big main road. Thank God I saw a sign pointing to Allson Kelana (a hotel) and stating is 4 more km. So I semi jog and walk and between stop at a petrol kiosk to buy drink. The thing is, I didn’t bring my phone out, only IC, mp3 and a 50 dollar note. It’s getting a bit dark, but I’m happy. Perhaps, I get to see green green grass, blue blue sky and enjoy the walk. End up in Giant eating KFC at almost 9pm because the queue was so long due to the break of fast for the Muslims. Bought some happy chocolates and kiwi fruits. And walk to secret recipe which is another 20 minutes walk. Bought 2 pieces of happy chocolate indulgence and chocolate banana. Wanted to give that chocolate banana for someone but was rejected. haha. Nope, I did not walk back, I took a cab back. Fun eh my day. lol.

Today, is another unproductive day except I went for Music Soul concert in our college. Had this split thought to just take a cab to Bukit Bintang and walk walk there and enjoy the night time there. Always wanted to go there at night, because they have all the musicians at the road side performing and people have little drink at the road side. Seems very fun, like the real thing you should do during the weekend nights, nice music, nice chats and nice food. Just a thought.

But here I am, blogging or rather typing aimlessly.

I have 23243455973432435457983 people online, but I found none to talk to now.

I just feel very lousy today for some reason.

Random lar. XD

Picnic At The Park

Getting ready for the fun, food and games to begin!

Vincent solo-ing

Who’s the pig who’s the pig?

Relax nyer…

Sally and Rhenita!

We played some games, frisbee, volleyball, captain ball and etc. I love the yummylicious cupcakes prepared by Mr. Robert’s wife (Mr. Robert is our CF advisor), such a long time didn’t taste very nice home made stuff. It’s fun to go outdoor once in a while with a bunch of lovely people! The weather is rather hot and no matter how I hide under the tree, SHANSHINE FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE! =p Is like I move from everywhere just to avoid the hot sun, looking for a shade, still.. I come back sun burnt and tanned! Healthy skin tone. I’m really not a very shanshine person actually.

Anyway, I’m so weak.

I had slight fever and sorethroat and hence skip church service, but I’m fine now.

I’ve been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time

Tomorrow!

It’s weekend! And finally get to have another outing! This time is with CF-ers! Weeee~

Baaaarbeeeeecuuuuue

Class barbecue!

Realise something? WE FORGOT TO BUY BBQ GRILL MESH! haha..

Still.. it is possible!

Me, I Ping and Mun Yan. (:

Our class only has 3 guys, the rest all GIRLS! XD

DELIA! I LOVE HER! SHE’S SO FUNNY! <3

Jia Ying and Joanna!

Happy people!

Always. You will see 2 people start to move away from the crowd. =p

Crazy people!

Hi3!! w3 iSh th3 cUt3st~ lol.

Told ya, this semester just somehow miraculously the relationship between me and class people seems a little bit different, in a way which is good. Closer? We used to be like go to class, sit together and just go off, then each of us has our own clan and crib with our own gangs, like some street side gangsta, “I don’t touch ya, ya’ll better stay away from me”. No outings, no gatherings, seldom have meals together. And even there is, I’m often much left out or uninformed. A bit sad lar.. Used to think why don’t fit in or is it just my problem. It’s just so different from secondary school. haha. And I thought my classmates were weird people, seriously. Or maybe I am weird you know! But well, just somehow things are a bit different this time. Perhaps is our final semester or perhaps God make things happen.

Why it did not happen in the past?

I really can’t think of any reason. hmm..

Girls Day Out!

Day out with my classmates! (:

HAD SO MUCH FUN AND LAUGH!

And Chilis and Italianese! Always wanted to try their food! ;D

p/s: that’s a very cute waiter whom Delia requested to take a pic with him. *ahem ahem* It’s totally insane!

This whole week of new semester just seems to be a little bit different, I’m always invited to join for meals every night and outing with my classmates. That’s something rare.

I’m really glad.

really. (:

I guess CK is right, I should really have some fun after everything that had happened instead of staying in the room and thinking alone.

Thank God for little things of today, great food, good laugh.

Thank God for classmates and good friend.

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While I was washing my utensils, suddenly this came to me. “Take this cup away from me. If this is not your will, let thy will be done”. Flipped my bible and read passages regarding it, really is something for me.

God really speaks in His own way. ^^

Obedience. (:

He went on a little farther and got down with His face on the ground. He prayed, “My Father, if it can be done, take away what is before Me. Even so, not what I want but what You want.“

Then He came to the followers and found them sleeping. He said to Peter, “Were you not able to watch with Me one hour? Watch and pray so that you will not be tempted. Man’s spirit is willing, but the body does not have the power to do it.”

He went away again the second time. He prayed, saying, “My Father, if this must happen to Me, may whatever You want be done.“

“if you are strangers to prayer, you are strangers to power.” – Sinloong’s blog (bottom there! )

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Passion World Tour 2008

Around afternoon after church service, most of the CF-er’s went to Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre to attend Passion Conference. Although so tired, woke up 6am that day, feel so alive and excited for it. I heard about Passion and Chris Tomlin. I love Chris Tomlin’s Indescribable, a very nice song.

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Chinese Cell Group Girls!

We’re all from different states! From JB to Kuching, from Penang to KL!

Reached there, Eric(great guy in CF who coordinates this trip!) led us the way and gave us the wrist band thingy. Our plan was half of the people stayed and “camped” in front the enterance, half of the people go get the food. So we’re those who stayed on and CHIONG to get the front rows. It’s fun to hang out with CF people, they’re always nice and caring. (:

I bought the T-shirt, the design is really awesome. Although is S size, too big for me as usual!

Oh ya! Meet The Pangs, Zhen Yang and Daniel Lau!

Canon in D solo!

After the countdown, everyone rushed in! Waited at the enterance for hours, everyone just ran in just to get the front seats so can see clearer. I was so kechik and all I did was held on to Tze Yin’s hand tightly. The crowd were just too big and Kelvin supposed to get the 1st row, but I pulled his bag when I’m almost drowned by the crowd. Opps! So they ended up sitting the 3rd row and we girls were at the 5th row! But we;re at the centre, the stage was just 50M away from us! FRONT SEATS ARE THE BEST! =p

The opening was really really really awesome. I love it so sooo much. The lightings, the effects and music were very awesome, above all, God is the most awesome! Chris Tomlin has great voice! (He’s very good looking also, has the Ronan Keating looks a bit =p). Although most of the songs we don’t really know how to sing, we enjoyed every single bit of it.

Leaping

Singing

Enjoying

Worshiping

Louie Giglio shared the story of Ashley and her “fruitcake” room mate. Pretty inspiring as he told this story by reading her journal to the congregation. And his message was simple yet powerful. Jesus has died, risen and He will be back!

Yes, Lord, walking in the way of Your truth; we wait eagerly for you; Your name and Your renown are the desire of our souls. Isaiah 26.8

It ended with more praise and worship! Everyone was dancing before His throne and praising him. It’s just amazing 4000 Malaysians were at the same place singing and rejoicing!

The whole bus of US!

I enjoy very much in the presence of God, dancing and singing all the way. I even fell sick after that. I really love love love to be free and just worship God. The song that caught my attention is God Of This City. A song written and originally sang by Bluetree-UK Christian band. This song was inspired when this band went to Pattaya and God just put this song in their heart. I just felt so strongly for this song that indeed God is the God of this city, this nation. (I googled for very long only found this song! ^^). Read the story here.

God of this City

Verse 1
You’re the God of this city
You’re the King of these people
You’re the Lord of this nation
You are

You’re the light in this darkness
You’re the hope to the hopeless
You’re the peace to the restless
You are

For there is no-one like our God
There is no-one like our God

Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things have yet to come
And greater things have still to be done here

You’re the Lord of Creation
The Creator of all things
You’re the King above all Kings
You are

You’re the strength in our weakness
You’re the love to the broken
You’re the joy in the sadness
You are

“Greater things have yet to come, greater things are still to be done”

I always thought that life might be just study, enjoying church, people, friends, working, get married, set up family and sometimes just a little bit surprise then DIE, meet God. But this song just encourage me so much that life has greater things to come, greater things to be done. And I really do not want to miss out God’s plan, every people that I met, every incident in life, everyday in life and every moment of growing up. Turning 20 next year, so many things fly through my mind. Sometimes I would questioned myself, what I’ve already done. And looking back, sometimes I really think I did not achieved much in life. A lot people in my age might already be famous, invented something, earn big bucks, achieved their dreams and etc. Or a lot people in my age already into romance or married, finished their degree, travelled to many places, into missionary fields, have many many once in a life time experience and etc etc. Like The Road Not Taken you know?

Sometimes I look back, there are so many chances I could have let this and that happen, I could have make this decision and that decision, then who knows things are so different now. But God is just so amazing that He assured me “GREATER things have yet to come, GREATER things are still to be done”.

So, don’t look back. Look beyond for HIS greater things!

DANG DANG DANG!

I know today is a big day! Keep on reminding myself to forget this very big day, but just can’t help it, I still remember. Is like automatically set in my mind that “9am rmb check your results ya!!!”.

Church ends at 9.30am, went to first service.

Parents gotta help out in Elim Kopitiam, so they drove us back home after first service and they will attend the second service. I admit, I’m a little bit excited, a little bit nervous (normal right?). I pay quite a lot effort(I think!), but I’m so prepared to know what is the outcome.

SO I LOGIN!

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:X

:S

O.O

!!!!

WHAT THE?

NANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII???????????

OPPS! That’s for UK time! MUAHAHAHAHHA! =p

Another 5 hours to go. lol.