Joy Joy Joy

I wanted to share about something else on Saturday so badly, but just don’t have the courage to do so. Sigh. I’ve got all the points written down in my diary but scribbled it off, some. Sigh.

Recently been uhm.. Tired, but really enjoy seeing my cbc kids every Sunday, like they really spread their joy to me. But well, just sometimes felt so alone, wanted to have some good food, good chat, good movie, don’t know who to turn to. Sometimes I really hope I have an elder bro or sis.  Totally gotta agree with what Prisc shared, like you felt your good friends are so far away then the joy decreases, new faces came but you miss those good old ones a lot. Just recently been so much drama, I really feel quite frustrated and sad. Just that, sometimes I really can’t take it anymore with my own, too many times, with too many different people, too many issues, too many emotions and thoughts, too many things to take care of,  just too much. Then I’m just thinking am I at fault and at the same time why it always happen to me. I’m just tired,so defeated sometimes..  T.T

haha. Emo is not cool. So this time I will try to think in the positive way and let it be. ^^

The sad “flower boy”

Kids really know how to pose ;D

Happy Mother’s Day! (I think Felicia is so cute, but she was cut off.. too bad!)

SO CUTE RITE?

On the brighter side, 1 more month till class! lol.

Dancing With God

Dancing With God

When I meditated on the word Guidance I kept seeing ‘dance’ at the end of the word. I remember reading that doing God’s will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn’t flow with the music, and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.

When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back or by pressing lightly in one direction or another. It’s as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, and attentiveness from one person and gentle guidance and skill from the other.

My eyes drew back to the word Guidance. When I saw ‘G: I thought of God, followed by ‘u’ and ‘i’. ‘God, ‘u’ and ‘i’ dance’

God, you, and I dance.

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