I Don’t Suffer From Insanity

bored.

bored.

bored

yesh.

BORED!!!

I know I should be revising or at least do some reading, but I’m just not in the mood. So I told myself, I shall have a little “vacation” for myself until Monday and after that, that’s it, can’t think of the three letter word-FUN! So I start off with watching a lot a lot or shows and movies, then eat to my heart out and just doing nothing related with studies. Somehow I feel a bit guilty for too much slacking, so even I’m on a “vacation”, sometimes still do a bit math and read a bit, really just a bit.

The thing is, how can Inti Nilai be fun? Seriously, food that could consider “highclass” over here is pizza hut, secret recipe, KFC and McDonalds. YESH! DOUBLE EU TEE HEDGE! And those food are not like walking distance and you can get it. I don’t play dota/maple/red alert/cs or whatever, basically I don’t play online games. So all I can do is just read story books, fiction, non fiction, watch shows and what else? No shopping malls here, no parks, no seaside, no place to go, except 1 very pathetic Giant Supermarket (not hypermarket some more).

Okay, enough. I’m more than blessed, must count my blessings! (:

So, yesterday after slacking the whole day in room doing nothing and being unproductive, I decided to go jogging. Wanted to jog until the pasar malam area, taking bus would be around 15 minutes. Well, I took the wrong way! I end up in some big main road. Thank God I saw a sign pointing to Allson Kelana (a hotel) and stating is 4 more km. So I semi jog and walk and between stop at a petrol kiosk to buy drink. The thing is, I didn’t bring my phone out, only IC, mp3 and a 50 dollar note. It’s getting a bit dark, but I’m happy. Perhaps, I get to see green green grass, blue blue sky and enjoy the walk. End up in Giant eating KFC at almost 9pm because the queue was so long due to the break of fast for the Muslims. Bought some happy chocolates and kiwi fruits. And walk to secret recipe which is another 20 minutes walk. Bought 2 pieces of happy chocolate indulgence and chocolate banana. Wanted to give that chocolate banana for someone but was rejected. haha. Nope, I did not walk back, I took a cab back. Fun eh my day. lol.

Today, is another unproductive day except I went for Music Soul concert in our college. Had this split thought to just take a cab to Bukit Bintang and walk walk there and enjoy the night time there. Always wanted to go there at night, because they have all the musicians at the road side performing and people have little drink at the road side. Seems very fun, like the real thing you should do during the weekend nights, nice music, nice chats and nice food. Just a thought.

But here I am, blogging or rather typing aimlessly.

I have 23243455973432435457983 people online, but I found none to talk to now.

I just feel very lousy today for some reason.

Random lar. XD

27 Days to Exam!

Gua gua gua

Less than a month to my next big exam.

Still.. I’m thinking of having fun and reeeeeeeelaaaaaax! Just so tired and sick of all the drama in life and cliche kinda thing if you know what I’m talking about. Is like Prison Break’s tensions, Gossip Girl’s scandals & lies, Chuck’s “I wish I could tell you, but I can’t”, CSI’s guessing games and etc. Life is really interesting I realise, really really interesting. But all in all before any season ends, it will always have a little ending and it’ll all be fine. Oh yeah, been watching a lot Americans shows. hehe.

Goodbye summer, hello fall. They don’t call fall for no reason. xoxo

Haha.. I know what to do. Study larhhhhh..

Oh yea, today is officially the last day of class. Strange, I don’t feel anything. Nobody took any photo, nobody feels anything. Ah, I finished my pre-U! Waiting for my oh-so-dreadful-and-long-marathon exam. I’m so gonna miss the days playing dress up to class, feeling the breeze brush through my hair, the walk to campus alone, enjoying passing people by and music pumping in my ears. Besides that, I don’t know what I will miss. Some people maybe.

Finally it’s time to go for degree

Finally it’s time to think to stay or leave

Finally it’s time.

Study larh. =p

p/s: If you translate “Gossip Girls” into mandarin(or dialect), it’s actually called sampat po. HAHAHAH.. Sounds so un-cute and un-girly anymore. =p

OKAY STUDY I KNOW! hahaha..

Picnic At The Park

Getting ready for the fun, food and games to begin!

Vincent solo-ing

Who’s the pig who’s the pig?

Relax nyer…

Sally and Rhenita!

We played some games, frisbee, volleyball, captain ball and etc. I love the yummylicious cupcakes prepared by Mr. Robert’s wife (Mr. Robert is our CF advisor), such a long time didn’t taste very nice home made stuff. It’s fun to go outdoor once in a while with a bunch of lovely people! The weather is rather hot and no matter how I hide under the tree, SHANSHINE FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE! =p Is like I move from everywhere just to avoid the hot sun, looking for a shade, still.. I come back sun burnt and tanned! Healthy skin tone. I’m really not a very shanshine person actually.

Anyway, I’m so weak.

I had slight fever and sorethroat and hence skip church service, but I’m fine now.

I’ve been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time

Tomorrow!

It’s weekend! And finally get to have another outing! This time is with CF-ers! Weeee~

(:

Siow Ching says I am brave. She says maybe someday I should really write a book..

I JUST LAUGHED.

But deep down, I am really encouraged by her.

Really.

By the grace of God, I am braver than I thought this time.. (:

“You want to make God laugh, tell him your plan!” -Bella (movie)

Baaaarbeeeeecuuuuue

Class barbecue!

Realise something? WE FORGOT TO BUY BBQ GRILL MESH! haha..

Still.. it is possible!

Me, I Ping and Mun Yan. (:

Our class only has 3 guys, the rest all GIRLS! XD

DELIA! I LOVE HER! SHE’S SO FUNNY! <3

Jia Ying and Joanna!

Happy people!

Always. You will see 2 people start to move away from the crowd. =p

Crazy people!

Hi3!! w3 iSh th3 cUt3st~ lol.

Told ya, this semester just somehow miraculously the relationship between me and class people seems a little bit different, in a way which is good. Closer? We used to be like go to class, sit together and just go off, then each of us has our own clan and crib with our own gangs, like some street side gangsta, “I don’t touch ya, ya’ll better stay away from me”. No outings, no gatherings, seldom have meals together. And even there is, I’m often much left out or uninformed. A bit sad lar.. Used to think why don’t fit in or is it just my problem. It’s just so different from secondary school. haha. And I thought my classmates were weird people, seriously. Or maybe I am weird you know! But well, just somehow things are a bit different this time. Perhaps is our final semester or perhaps God make things happen.

Why it did not happen in the past?

I really can’t think of any reason. hmm..

Mooncake Oh Mooncake

AW.

Suddenly I really really crave for mooncake! Especially durian or green tea flavour.

Like some pregnant woman.

WAHAHAHA!!

Kiss On The Lips

“An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips” Proverbs 24:26

I think God just gave me a bittersweet yet wonderful kiss. (:

I’ve got an honest answer for myself.

HELLO OBEDIENCE & FAITH!

p/s: Have great fun in Australia, MISS MUN MUN! ^^

Girls Day Out!

Day out with my classmates! (:

HAD SO MUCH FUN AND LAUGH!

And Chilis and Italianese! Always wanted to try their food! ;D

p/s: that’s a very cute waiter whom Delia requested to take a pic with him. *ahem ahem* It’s totally insane!

This whole week of new semester just seems to be a little bit different, I’m always invited to join for meals every night and outing with my classmates. That’s something rare.

I’m really glad.

really. (:

I guess CK is right, I should really have some fun after everything that had happened instead of staying in the room and thinking alone.

Thank God for little things of today, great food, good laugh.

Thank God for classmates and good friend.

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While I was washing my utensils, suddenly this came to me. “Take this cup away from me. If this is not your will, let thy will be done”. Flipped my bible and read passages regarding it, really is something for me.

God really speaks in His own way. ^^

Obedience. (:

He went on a little farther and got down with His face on the ground. He prayed, “My Father, if it can be done, take away what is before Me. Even so, not what I want but what You want.“

Then He came to the followers and found them sleeping. He said to Peter, “Were you not able to watch with Me one hour? Watch and pray so that you will not be tempted. Man’s spirit is willing, but the body does not have the power to do it.”

He went away again the second time. He prayed, saying, “My Father, if this must happen to Me, may whatever You want be done.“

“if you are strangers to prayer, you are strangers to power.” – Sinloong’s blog (bottom there! )

Different Students, One Master

Imagine that you’re a student in an art class. You and dozens of classmates are learning from a master painter. One day your teacher displays a painting of his own. It’s an incredible work of art, and he wants each of you to copy it.

You’re about to begin working when you turn to look at the person next to you. You’re surprised to note that he has a larger brush than you and a different kind of canvas. You look around at the rest of the class. Some students have acrylic paint, other watercolor, still others oil-and everyone is using different colors. Though you all have the same assignment, you each have completely different materials. This frustrates you. Some students have materials you would prefer for yourself. Why should they get them?

You’re not the only student to notice the disparity. A hand goes up on your left. A girl with only ragged brush and three pale shades of blue on her palette is noticeably agitated. “This isn’t fair,” she tells the teacher. “How do you expect me to duplicate your painting when the people around me have so many more colors to choose from?”

The teacher smiles.

“Don’t worry about the other students,” he says. “I’ve carefully chosen brushes and paints for each of you. Trust me. You have what you need to complete the assignment. Remember, your goal is not to create a painting that mirrors the person next to you, but to do your best with the materials I’ve given you to replicate my painting.”

-Excerpt from Boy Meets Girl